What a way to end a fast--and what a fast it has been.
I have been so tremendously tried during Daniel Fast '14 more than I have ever been previous years.
I had my ups and downs with God and me not reading the Bible and TRULY fasting.
I keep a journal for when I 'm fasting. I love going back and reading the mastery of God.
Boy, I can't wait to go back and read His amazing doings from this year.
And the story beings...
... exactly a week ago tomorrow, Tuesday, will mark one week since I had an SVT (supraventricular tachycardia) episode. I went into the ER that night and treated me with adenosine (which slows the heart way down, almost to a pause and restarts it.)
My blood work, EKG, CAT scan, chest x-rays were normal and healthy.
The doctor said I had an episode of SVT.
SVT is basically when the heart sort of short circuits in away--it emits an extra electrical impulse and send the heart beating 160-200 bpm (even higher in some cases.)
I was at 160bpm for about an hour and half til they got to treating me.
If you know me, I was asking the doctor up a storm of questions.
"Why did this happen?" "Is this life threatening?" "Will it go away?"
Well, first off, it's not life threatening. Apparently, it's a fairly common benign heart condition that is merely an annoyance.
Pft, annoyance. More like HINDRANCE. God had healed me in the months before from anxiety and mild PTSD--which were onset my mama's passing.
Then this comes. A heart condition in which its occurrence cannot be predicted nor can it be cured (in the doctor's point of view.) This sent me back to square one.
A familiar foe, anxiety.
I was scared to go out in fear I might have another episode. Anxiety was choking the life out of me.
It robbed me of my joy. It parched my thirst for life and experiencing wonderful things. I felt cold and hopeless.
This all took place during the last week of the Daniel fast.
Prior to this event, I was doing fantastic. I was waking up in the morning and doing 45 minute cardio workout, I was eating very healthfully etc. I suppose one can say, I was up on "the mountain."
It was a delightful feeling being able to feel again, to feel alive and healthy.
All of that was quickly snatched from me.
I knew that God was doing miraculous work in me (He still is!) and the enemy, of course, wants to destroy that immediately.
Sadly for me, I realized that I hadn't been giving God the praises He truly deserves. I wasn't testifying to the world and people around me the amazing miracles He has been doing in my life.
I mean, when people asked me how I was, a testimony wasn't the first thought that came to me.
God does miracles in our lives for a reason. The reason is anything but selfish. It's not for us to keep a secret. A miracle done in our life is meant to be shouted from the roof tops as loud and as frequent as we can!
I appreciate and love hearing the same testimonies in church every few months. Some have been said about 50 times over the passed 10 years.
I say to them, "KEEP THEM COMING!"
That's why God healed you. That's why God's mended a broken relationship-- to TELL. To change the lives around you through the testifying of God's undeniable mastery. Keep on testifying, even if it's your hundredth time!
Amidst my debilitating anxiety and incurable and unpredictable condition I pleaded with God. I cried out to Him in anger and frustration. I was raw with Him.
I texted tens of my prayer warrior friends to fight in battle with me for victory in this battle.
I needed an army of God's people backing me up. That is what I had.
It may have been my 3rd hour praying and reading the Bible and searching testimonies on God's healing for SVT;
I started to feel weird and a little uncomfortable. Honestly, I was a little scared. All of a sudden, I felt this warmth, this powerful, memorable, electric warmth that penetrated the top half of my body. I did feel scared for a moment but then this peace came over me as that heavy warmth was ebbing and flowing through me. Then I realized, this is God.
I started praying and thanking God for His healing.
"It's YOU, God," I kept saying over and over.
The moment ended and I was a little confused/confident of what had just happened.
I could feel that I felt so different than I did 10 minutes prior.
God had healed me. I knew it because immediately after the warm encounter, the enemy was trying
to convince me that it never happened and that I was imagining things.
Oh, it happened. God healed me and I want EVERYONE to know. I want those who have a little bit of doubt in their life to doubt no more that God will come though for you if you "sincerely call on Him."
The enemy can't take this healing away. He can't. It belongs to me and the testimony belongs to the world. It is meant to be shouted from the roof tops!
I told God that I don't testify His miracles often enough.
He's due so much credit from my part.
He's healed me, He's saved me from SO MANY potential and fatal car accidents, He's saved me from getting a speeding ticket and saved me from a deer running into me. On sleepless nights, I pray and God caresses me with His peace gift of slumber. I lose mundane things like my car keys or an old journal and I find them after asking Him from His assistance. I lose greater things in my life--a loved one, and He lovingly and gently applies His salve on my gaping wounds.
Now, I have felt His live, physical healing touch--a supernatural touch.
I believe with ALL my (healthy) heart that what I felt was God healing me from SVT.
I've had one episode but that was enough for me to say, "enough!"
I gave up on looking for "natural remedies" or "coping" with the condition.
It really just brought on more anxiety than anything.
I decided I DO NOT want to just cope!
I don't want a remedy.
I WANT and DEMAND this condition GONE forever.
Healed!
That's when I decided to look up "HEALINGS from SVT" instead of mere remedies.
People, there is a cure to cancer, blindess, deafness, lame, anxiety, other disorders & SVT; it's Christ blood and YOUR faith and a never-ceasing heart of praise for Him and thanks and prayer to Him.
I declare I will never have another scary SVT episode ever again. I have a perfectly healthy heart.
I testify that Christ has healed me forever. I want the whole world to know.
Never stop sharing your testimonies.